The only constant in life is change.
- I want so much out of life right now.
- Someone called me Maggie today and I loved it.
- I need to move out of here if I want to find whatever I’m looking for but I’m scared. Really scared.
so scared of getting older, i’m only good at being young.
The birds of sadness came.
They nested all around me and no matter how I tried, they would not stop pecking and chirping.
I didn’t invite them, as a bird feeder in a tree might do. No, in fact, I made sure they would not find a home near me.
But I did not succeed.
The birds of sadness kept coming and coming, to the point where I couldn’t control them. They flew and the nested and they chirped and they pecked.
The birds of sadness just would not let me be.
They flew around my head everywhere I went. I tried to avoid them, but they followed me without fail, pecking at my brain and chirping their sorrowful songs.
So now I will wait for the birds of sadness to find their home in someone else’s mind.
(Source: thetvscreen)
- I had no idea what I was getting myself into.
- I started to hear the words, “Are you ok? You just don’t seem like yourself.”
- I didn’t feel like myself.
- I didn’t know about the power I was going to let you have over me.
- Blurred vision began to blur lines I never thought I’d cross.
- I didn’t know that you would make me hate myself for an entire semester.
- I had no concept of the time I was wasting on you.
- I thought that maybe you would start to care.
- I was disappointed in myself.
- I started gaining bad habits that would be hard to break.
- I began to lose my sense of self.
- I began doing things I never thought I would.
- I didn’t know how much stronger I would be now because of it.
- I just had no idea.
