The only constant in life is change.

yes.

yes.

Three Things

  • I want so much out of life right now.
  • Someone called me Maggie today and I loved it.
  • I need to move out of here if I want to find whatever I’m looking for but I’m scared.  Really scared.

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so scared of getting older, i’m only good at being young.

Birds of Sadness

The birds of sadness came.

They nested all around me and no matter how I tried, they would not stop pecking and chirping.

I didn’t invite them, as a bird feeder in a tree might do.  No, in fact, I made sure they would not find a home near me.

But I did not succeed.

The birds of sadness kept coming and coming, to the point where I couldn’t control them.  They flew and the nested and they chirped and they pecked.

The birds of sadness just would not let me be.

They flew around my head everywhere I went.  I tried to avoid them, but they followed me without fail, pecking at my brain and chirping their sorrowful songs.

So now I will wait for the birds of sadness to find their home in someone else’s mind.

(Source: thetvscreen)

Twiggy<3

Twiggy<3

(Source: n0stalgicth0ught)

This time last year..

  • I had no idea what I was getting myself into.
  • I started to hear the words, “Are you ok? You just don’t seem like yourself.”
  • I didn’t feel like myself.
  • I didn’t know about the power I was going to let you have over me.
  • Blurred vision began to blur lines I never thought I’d cross.
  • I didn’t know that you would make me hate myself for an entire semester.
  • I had no concept of the time I was wasting on you.
  • I thought that maybe you would start to care.
  • I was disappointed in myself.
  • I started gaining bad habits that would be hard to break.
  • I began to lose my sense of self.
  • I began doing things I never thought I would.
  • I didn’t know how much stronger I would be now because of it.
  • I just had no idea.